Back to my mom's house today. Why does my time with my dad always seem so short? I feel like crying. I want to stay. I want my mom. Why can't it work out? My mom called me and yelled at me! It seems like I am always in trouble in some way or form. She wanted to go to lunch with me, but can't she wait? I know she misses me but dang. I feel so bad about deciding to live with my dad, it makes me feel so guilty! I will get over it though. I better get dressed, I am still in my jams! What would my father say if he got home?!